I tried anyway, now it's up to you

The biggest fear I have is to be left alone. Stand alone and fight.

I need someone along to me. That is why it is like this, and I hate it.

I would be honest and tell it like it is. But I can't. I am a coward. I want to talk to you and explain how I feel. But it isn't so easy, I need you here then. And since you don't want to, I guess it will be like this forever then.